 Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 10:22 pm Post subject: My Story |
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Hi My name is Tyler, I came from Russia, but all this year i am living in Toronto. A lot of nice girls in Toronto ! Isn't it ?
I have some major problems, they are not about my appearance or material status, I have money, I know a lot of fashion staff, I am changing my wardrobe 2 times a month... When i walk into a room many girls look at me and are attracted, most of my friends tell my that i am very attractive. Do I need something more ? YES
I went through 2 pickup trainings in Russia - RMES - russian model of effective seduction, and Ortega project... Course went good but i didn't hooked up any girl during these courses. Just some phone numbers.... I am not a "virgin" guy.. I had 8 girls in my life (I am 21).. they all were pretty, I have Long type relationship at the moment with one of them....
But there are things inside me, which don't let me to be satisfied with my self.... Barriers... I know what to do... I know how to do.... But i don't do.... Thats my biggest problem... Why ? I am scared... Scared of What ? Of society.. what they will think when i will approach a girl ? Why should i do that maybe better to keep silence ? That are the questions in my head.... Moreover... What will she think of me ? What will other people think of me ? What if i will fail ? I failed so many times when i was little boy... this barriers are from childhood... And i hate them... They are destroying my life.... Find a way ? How ? I tried many many times tried.... I can do something when my friends are near... to show them that i can... but i can't do it when i am alone... So i am lying to myself that i can approach girls... I know that when i will start i will manage other steps.... But how to start ? I think there is no right answer... It is sad! |
