like i cant even get a girlfriend, its a really bad problem in my life like its the one thing in my life that holds me back from being happy
I have never had a girlfriend, I'm still a virgin and I'm 23. By the standard of your writing, you're like what, 14 or 15?? Get over yourself, most people here had the same time growing up, otherwise they wouldn't need to learn any of this stuff.
all i want is a fucking girl and i cant even have one cause of my ugly mug
I don't think your negative attitude helps much either.
i hate being lonely while everyone around me has love and romance.
Not everybody is in love, very few people find love. They just like the companionship of another person.
i cant even sleep tonight or shake the feeling ill be alone forever regardless of anything i do.
It isn't the be all and end all. Learn to play a musical instrument or write some emo poetry and shit, express your frustrated emotions some other way.
All I can say, if you really feel ugly do what most of us do. Keep your face well shaven and fresh, girls don't really like beards, they prefer a fresh face.
Get a haircut. Buy a shirt.
That's all you need really, the rest is down to personality.