right so, i can get oneitis, easily it seems. well actually i dont know. there's a girl ive known for three years and got into the freindzone. since then we have jsut been freinds. ive been doing a total load of self improvment latley with the stylelife challenge and been getting laid recently.
last week me and the 3 year freindship girl end up sleeping together. she told me before if she did sleep with me then it is just sex. ok!!, i thought. that's cool
im tottally getting laid tonight. she's totally hot aswell. so yeah, im obsessing over her and not showing it btw. just playing it cool. we are watching a film tomorrow at the cinema and ive planned to go to the pub and see freinds afterwards with her.
the way i feel is totally oneitits and i dont like it as it's not putting me into this sexy mind shape i need to just chill out and have a good time. anyone help me. give me a few mind sets i can get myself into and reverse it? cheers much appreciated.
a bit of aditionaly information. i do care about her alot. i feel that we could go so much further but i just dont want this intense feeling about it. ide much rather like to control this feeling rather than let it control my brain. it makes me feel weak.
