Hello
My question is about one of the hardest artifacts ever.
Btw An artifact is a situation, place or a disease, closely
related to important things. Every situation which remains
in memory. As far I've discovered 3 artifacts, 1 - Raven Eyes,
a women with dark eyes and very powerful, desiring look,
2 - Guardian eyes, which means blue, deep, 100% decent eyes,
and 3 - Paradise Desease - when you love a woman, and after
apx 6 months, you see no point in it, no matter how you've loved
her before. I'ce just discovered the 4th, Disease of chosen by heart (uh.. my Ebglish :/) whitch means that you can't just f*ck a woman, you get involved, you think about her and ah... No matter anyway. Now goes my point. I'm not an AFC,
and I have a beautiful girlfriend (666km from my work place anyway
)And so I've met this HB weitress from my work place (I know, dont
blah blah with cooworkers
) and we had a few nice moments together(nvm, no f-close, but kissing, foreplays etc) and she's really into
me, last time when we had a ,,date" she took a cab for 10$ and she've
waited for me like 30 min (oh blooody me). The point is, she's not
from my town (400 km away, just a summer job), and she'll probably
leave with the end of the July. She likes me more than she should,
and she's a pure hb, kind, always smiling, not a one-night-player
(despite I was sooo close
) and the thing that I'm afraid aboutis how to not get involved. During the work I think about her all
the damn time, I miss her, even thou she's just next door. I'm
looking forward to our next date (hell knows when) and the best
thing, I'm aware of the fact that eventually I'll be sad anyway,
cause she'll leave. As before, she really likes me but she'll
handle the fact easly, just keep moving, get forward. I'd like that
too, but I can't, why? How to survive the situation? And please
don't give me Mystery's advise ,,f*ck 12 woman as fast as you can",
I work all the damn day and it's not an option, all in all, I just
know I will suffer (and I'm suffering now) and just dont know what
to do. Ahh, bloody hell