6 months ago I got into the game, didnt feel like I needed to go to the gym and picked up and f-closed 3 times in about 4 months which - for me - was unbelievable.
Then I got depressed for different personal reasons, and lost contact with a lot of people. I was just generally less popular, and had no luck with females because It wasnt a priority for me to try and score anymore.
Now, thankfully, im not depressed, but because my dry spell has gone for about 2-3 months (only k closed once in that time) my self esteem is just absolutely terrible.
So ive started going to the gym (which is proof that I need to give myself some sort of boost, previously I didnt htink I needed it) and I have a very difficult time even making friends with a girl. Its weird...I used to just generally be friendly and people would love me even if that meant just as a friend, and now I feel like im doing the same thing but getting nowhere and creeping the fuck out of people.
Is this sort of up/down in confidence normal?
How the hell do I get out of this slump? I have no clue whats going to help me, Im the most of a failure ive ever been in terms of women.
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