what i'm gonna post is not a linear-chronological sequence of events. just some random thoughts about last night.
basically i went out with a german acquaintance (guy) and some of his friends (mixed), and later on went to a party full of international people (they're all exchange students here in the Philippines).
from a non-outcome dependent point-of-view, i can say i had fun. they really liked me, thought i was cool and all that bla bla. made great connections with the german guy and his other friend (also a guy).
first problem, the chicks. while i bantered with them some, i found it quite more difficult to get them to talk more to them.
and then suddenly there's mention that both of them had bf's. i know for pua's these shits dont matter, but i dunno...
is height an impt issue? cuz one of them was taller than me, and the other, 'round the same height as me, said she preferred guys taller than me. i duno if that's a shit test or not but fuck that's a downer, i didnt even retort didnt know what to say. (i'm 5'5 btw, kinda average height here but still...)
other lesson: don't drink too much booze. god. ruins everything.
one last thought: there was this non-foreigner hb at the party, lol i think what i did was fail sexual tension. basically built small rapport, came back to her, then tried speaking slowly, walking to her. well let's just say she kept moving away lol.
that's all. just some random thoughts really from last night, you guys can comment if you want.
man i know it must be something i'm doing wrong but fuck sometimes i feel that it's somehow my looks/height that are limiting me...
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