So here is the deal I have am in love with this neighbour of mine quite a lot ... Anyway we know each other for one year now and the thing is, when I meet her I did things wrong, I know and I realize that, sadly I didnt know any of this PUA stuff exists, on the other side if I would have known any PUA stuff I would be with her and I wouldnt do PUA in first place.
No I aint doing PUA just because of this girl, its one of the reasons but the reason is more or less of getting everything I want and money ofc.
Anyway with this girl when I meet her she had a boyfriend, then she left him, slept with me (I fucked up here also), then she had another boyfriend, left him and now again she has a boyfriend, this time a little more serious one but still not at least as serious as the first one. The point is: always I am friends with that girl for more then a month everything fells like we are in a relationship, just there is no cuddling, hugging, kissing, sex ?
The point is when we are together, we laugh, do stupid things in short we love to be with each other more then anything. I think, in fact I am sure she is rather with me then she is with her boyfriend. Anyways I know I am friendzoned, shit! it happens, move on, just the problem now is, I stopped contacting her, I explained her everything once again and then stopped everything, sadly but true, I dont even say hi to her when I see her at the street. High ignorance. I must say that it was already like that once, (month or two ago) but after 3 months of ignorance she smsed me that she misses me and she cant live without me. This time I have a feeling it will be the same. On the other hand I am thinking, shall I be her friend ? I mean if shes my friend, she will more clearly see whats happening with me and maybe she ll start acting different (cause of me having all those girls
) still I sad to her, she wont be my girlfriend never, saying she had her chance now other girls deserve it (knwoing that I am venturing in PUA )The shit is I dont feel as nearly bad her not being around me as I felt when we first "brake up". I must say that I dont really miss her that much, well I do from time to time but not much. So I aint looking for someone to analyze this shit, I have my game ready, I know what I will do, I just dont know if I should stay in this zone or not ? Is this what I am doing the right thing or not ? The shit is always when I start hanging with her, I fall in love ...