Hi
I just had 2 girls over at my dorm
They knew I was sexually interested and i knew I COULD have some action.
I know they wanted it too or else they wouldnt come to my house.
however I met them yesterday in the nightbus back home, so we didnt know each other that well.
Well here comes the fuck up part. They came, and I got insecure, i didnt know what to do.
so they were in a leading position at my own house (bad game
)also we were playing this drinking game, but it went way too fast cuz i was too concentrated on the game instead of having fun with them.
I just flat out told them i felt insecure and that it was due to my ex gf. they were understanding at first but they were kinda hot so in the end they were texting other guys at "my party" lol
i dunno, feels like i fucked up. i hope they wanna be friends cuz i dont have many.
they left with an excuse. i hugged them goodbye (lol gay)
anyway i fucked up.
now here's the question, how would you guys fix this shit? It seems I got pretty far, they came over and stuff and i could have had action. its just that i fucked up good in the end
also how do you party? I think im way too serious in my head to party. im stuck in my own head a lot of the times. I think a lot. How do you guys have a good time at a party?
I've never had a really good time at a party, im mostly the outcast and i cant relax in that setting.
need help
also They asked If I could invite any friends of my own
I have this a lot, also when i open sets they ask "Where are your friends?" a lot.
i see it as a polite way to say fuck off.
truth be truth i go out alone, dont really have any friends lol but thats dlv so i usually lie they already went home or something.
And just think when you are in that situation, "They are HERE in MY dorm, not Johnny Football Players, but MINE. They are here for sex and I should to lead it to a sexual conversation and get them in my room."