heey ppl
i just need to get this off my chest..
my ex gf broke up with me.. dayumn that hurt and stung like hell
not only that, but the entire rollercoaster of emotions prior to the real break up. not only that even after the break up, her viciousness nearly killed me emotionally.
I had done so much for the girl. yes at times i was an asshole, but she was miss skank dont care about you i will use you for my own good and fuck you up if you need me.
she was very mean. i mean, i was sometimes a little bit of an ass towards her, but at the end of the day i would be there for her happy to do whatever she wants me to. I wouldnt try to hurt her deliberately.
she on the other hand.. man.. when she didnt need me anymore, she kicked me to the curb. and when i tried to come back or even showed interest or weakness she fucking hurt my feelings so bad for instance:
i was hurt from the break up. i had always been there for her if she needed me. always.
she was my best friend and kinda my only friend. id do anything for her.
she broke up with me. that night i called her after i had cried to ask her if she was sure. i really needed comfort. first she asked did you cry?
Then i said yes. Then I asked her if she was sure about the break up. Her voice became mean, cold and vicious and she shouted "I just dont want a relationship! At least not with you!!"
damn.. skank
then to find out that she goes partying with her slutty friends.
lol
anyway, she has got a new boyfriend now. and her new bf doesnt seem too interested lol
and i blocked off all contact information with her. i even kicked her out of my facebook.
lal
funny shit
lol its kind of funny because her new boyfriend treats her the way she treated me.. which kinda sucks in a way but also serves her well lol
she told me though that she thinks i am hotter than her new boyfriend when she didnt have a relationship with him yet.. but my behavior was too immature and i lacked being man enough i guess
I also sucked in bed, dont have a lot of experience yet
pff seriously why are girls so stupid? First they go whining about love, and that they wanna mean shit to you
then when they do, they lose interest and they go fuck some other guy
whatsup with that shit
seriously i never wanna have a relationshit again. I will use women as sex objects, I wont treat them bad though but I don't want to get emotionally involved anymore