there was this girl, a HB7,5, who takes every morning the tram with me for years. but because it was early in the morning, i never talked to her cuz i was tired.
when i met her at a party, i opened her with a cocky line "hi re you shy? we've been taking the tram for years and you still haven't talk to me yet".
when i saw her again on the tuesday after the party, i started talking with her for like 20 minutes. it went really well. she seemed to be a shy, but talkative girl. i delt with shit tests, made her laughing, i had a strong frame, used some other techniques, and it went great.
when i saw her again thursday at the tram, i got her number. we were just talking about stalkers and how annoying they can be, so i told her "no worries, i will not stalk you", to which she said "haha no you may stalk me" (which i didn't ofcourse, but it was an IOI). she even asked me for my number, but i told her that i would sent her a text message so that she would have mine.
friday i saw her again at the tram that morning. everything went well again and had a nice time.
around 7 pm, i called her spontaneously to meet me at the fair. she said she was there already with her friends, but that they wanted to see me. so there i was hanging around with 4 girls. i did very well then and concentrated more on her friends and making them laugh a lot.
her body language wasn't realy good altough, but i tought "fuck it im gonna do this". her friends wanted something to happen, so they isolated us. i was sitting next to her. i took her hand, she squeezed back. but later she wanted to go back to her friends. we stood up, but still holding hands, i pulled her against me. she hesitated and said "i dont know", then i said something (dont remember), and kissed her, and she kissed back.
she kissed back. she stuck her tongue in my mouth but she went too fast so i turned my head back saying "wow not so fast". i wanted to continue with "let me take it over", but she said again "i dont know. lets go back to our friends".
Why the hesitation? why wasn't she not in the mood or had a closed/ bad body language?
I already posted this post once, but got no awnser. i already moved on. after this, i did speak to her some times but her school was finished so i didn't see her again, and i'm flirting with other girls. the usual stuff
But still, as someone willing to learn from my mistakes, i want your opinion. so bring it up!