Hey guys Id like to introduce myself in this thread, ive been following this forum for a while now and it brings me to ease im not the only guy that thinks like the majority of people on this forum
There's alot of experienced members here who are beyond high school crap and are playing the big leagues, but right now im only 17. I know for a fact though I can play more chicks than most 17 year olds though since ive never been into relationships since I was 14 and ever since then have just been playing around here and there.
Anyways about my situation, ive been talking to one of my older friends who ive known for only a few years (2-3), and weve been just OK friends. Recently I visited her in a different state since I moved to a new state. We made a plan to drink together, so we take a couple shots and head to a park, over there I mess around with her alittle here and there (sucking her neck, giving her a massaj, just a whole bunch of touching nothing big), and she also contributes to it by sitting on my lap and asking me to give her a massaj, later on she starts teling me about her ex were she starts crying, so i calm her down. She also wouldnt let me make out since she was about to get with another guy. Overall i dropped her off and got a kiss at the end of the day (Her will must have gave in)
The next time we hung out didnt go soo well, we were supposed to go to a different park which we never found (drove around for 45 min), so we went back to the park we chilled at the first time. We took a couple shots, and the same routine (her sitting on my lap, touching her and there etc..) but this time things went downhill. She kept looking at me so I asked her what she saw and she told me a manwhore, which just literally blew my day (I cant keep my composure sometimes), so the rest of the time I act soooo mean with her tell her to get off my lap, not to touch me, on the way back to the car i wouldnt let her hold my hand. It was simply because she was being a hypocrit herself...
So the next day i wake up thinking of how mean i was with her and ever since then she wont pick up or reply to my textss. This was only meant to be a one time thingg, but it really is starting to back fire on me since I feel so bad by the way i acted towards her. any help???