Right, this is kinda part 2 to my previous topic but things are getting deeper now:
So i've got this ex-gf that i consider the love of my life and after being stuck in the friend zone for the last 2 months , i decided to use rather extreme measures and went on with the jealousy factor - made her think i fell in love with another girl and that i no longer feel anything for her - eventually she got really jealous and started asking all these questions and apparently hinted she still felt something towards me. What happened last night was we had to sleep in the same bed and after 6 hours of talk during which I ran the whole game on her from start to finish(push pulls, negs etc) in the end I kissed her and she didn't resist. However she backed off 1 min after that and her reactions were really confusing. She basically gave me the Why can't we just be friends line, but again after more talking she admitted she obviously feels something towards me (i use this thing called the balance game - in which i get her confused in her own words by measuring if she "hates" me or loves me more, in the end it's a great way to make her feel she hates me because she loves me). I went on to say I'm not gonna put in effort in wasting my life on someone who doesn't feel the same way I do. She basically said she doesn't want to stop seeing me - she does in fact a lot - i always counter this by saying something like "let's just end this once and for all - i'll disappear and you'll never see me again" - to which she replies NO NEVER etc... So i finished the evening off by saying she's not worth it , i've wasted too much of my life on this etc... to which she gets angry obviously. In the morning i sent her off by saying i've got a date today (which i actually did, and i guess it confused her cause it was just a couple of hours ago she figured i hadnt fallen in love with another girl) - again it affected her deeply i could see that.
So what do you guys suggest I do? Should I keep pushing & trying to go for a macho approach and be forcefully sexual with her. ( i don't wanna just sleep with her, i want her back for good )
What i understand from her words and reactions are that she just doesn't feel ENOUGH attraction for me now. I know I can get her to feel that (jealousy has gotten my a notch further) I just need the right approach and tools.
Any suggestions, please guys help out. (just don't give me a lecture on uanitis)
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