hey everyone
its been a long time since i have been on here, i can feel the effects of not practicing my stuff and have come up with a question, i shall delve into detail so you gain an idea of what could be said
so i was i sat at home just relaxing checking emails and stuff when my ex asks me to join her on her lunch break from work so i do i get ready throw a shirt and a jacket and go to meet her by where she works, we meet up and go grab a coffee and go to a shop so i can get a new phone. now i have a strict i don't go back to ex's thing so its not what your all thinking...
so after we have talked and i have walked her back to her work i decide i would go buy a new watch (seen as i didn't own one in the first place) so im there choosing what would look good when i get a phone call from my best mate hotseat
we arrange to meet up with another mate and go to a music shop and look at some stuff.
now whilst im doing this the sales woman is staring at me waiting to come up to me and make a sale now i didn't register this at first but she was at least an 7.
so as im saying goodbye to hotseat on the phone, i turn too the saleswoman and raise one finger in the air to tell her one minute, so i get off the phone and sorry about that, if this guy got any further up my ass i swear id be gay, she giggles and i continue right im looking at this watch over here could you give me some help and tell me that it looks magnificent on my wrist i then smile and proceed to show her which one i want in a matter of moment we are at the desk and she is placing the watch on me, i tell her that im a tad scrawny so ill need a few links taken off, i suddenly realize that i was chatting this woman up whilst she was working... my conscious took over and i forced myself to stop because for some reason i felt it was very unprofessional and widely inappropriate i don't know why i stopped, i have gone over this and thought i didn't actually do anything inappropriate but i still felt though i should stop and back away.
im not too sure what happened but it affected me because when i went to meet up with the guys and we went to mac Donald's for some grub there was a really hot girl at a 9 on till and felt though i would stop myself again if i went up to her and asked her for a date etc...
perhaps its was that my confidence has dropped
or that i have a nagging thing in my head telling me im being a rude prick
not too sure what happened but yeah opinions welcome
