Hey man, yeah Ive had a couple similar experiances and a couple stories to go with it.
1) I lost my virginity (technically) at 17, I've slept with 4 girls now, it was at a friends 18th Birthday party, and well most of my friends had lost there V already, and although they didnt make a big deal about it, It made me feel inferior quite abit, so I decided I was just going to get laid once and for all.
So anyway, was at a classy hotel, and we were all in Suits, and i was dancing with some girl, I'd give her an 8 at the time, but I was pretty drunk, probably more like a 6.5 lol, but anyway this bird was totally up for it, but my friend had the room key (like 8 of us were planning on crashing in this 1 room) and well i explained the situation, but the tight bastard wouldnt give it me, hes a twat and no longer my friend, so anyway, I ended up leaving the girl.
Later on i was playing a drinking game with some friends, and this girl we'll call her Kelly was kind showing me heavy kino,(she also had a BF whos a Dick) and well we ended up leaving our friends and fucking on some emergency exit stairs, not as romantic as I'd have liked, but anyways, it lasted like an hour, and I got bored and just stopped, I couldnt blow my load I think it could have been that i was just too alcohol induced, I dont remember being very nervous.
2) This is slightly shorter, I slept with my then Virgin GF for the first time like a year ago, it didnt work out and were now separated, and well the first time was pretty aweful, and lasted about 30mins, I couldnt blow my load, she kinda just lay there and was pretty shy, so I was nice and kept it slow, but was feeling nothing at the time. Although a few days later we did it again and once she felt more comfortable so did I and it was much better.
I guess you might have just built it up in your head too much, or maybe you'd been drinking too much? anyways you should just try it again and will probably feel much more relaxed now knowing its not that big of a deal.
I hope this helps.
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