Ok, ill tell you a little story about my self.......
back in the year of 2005 I was 15/16, I picked up a little book called "The Game" (you may have heard about it)
. I spent the next few years having a few tiny and I mean tiny relationships as in maybe hours of just kissing if I where lucky. Now ive not come far since then but a few things have changed.* Giving to people makes me feel very, very good. If im happy it radiates and every else is happy.
* You will always have AA it never goes, but after a set or two you feel excited by approching this is the drive that keeps me going!
* After getting over AA I can see that I enjoyied the experience WHATEVER THE OUTCOME.
* Meeting loads of different types of people is lovely, you learn different things from each one which can improve your life in many different aspects. Also anyone who you meet however Alpha or not can expand your social circle!
So yeah I guess thats what keeps me going and keeps me wanting to be out and to not give up. I see now that sex (which ive never had, it really is no biggie to me) is just one of many good things that can happen when in the field, its not the end of the world, its not the only goal or achievement in an interaction. For example being able to turn a hostile situation into a n-close (number close) or k-close (kiss close) helps my ego like hell yeah! Then again im one of these people that would prefer to be seen a lot better in the views of men then woman......ultimately my game is won when I am a male above most other males, rather then getting laid, although dont get me wrong that will be lovely too!
Hope that helps!
Spark.