Hey Guys,
I told myself when I first joined this forum I was going to be totally honest....good or bad...bottomline.
Well this past weekend was absolutely horrific!
Totally screwed this up and lowered my value big time with my GF.
Here's my story sad but true....AMOGGED BEYOND BELIEF!
My GF and I were invited to go with some friends to a bar-b-q.
We ended up going because a mutual friend who happens to be an AMOG invited us.
A few other couples meet at his house and we take a little yellow bus to the Barbq.
We start drinking booze and enjoying the day as well as each other's company.
My GF started getting shitty with me a few times over stupid stuff and I just kinda blew it off with some playful negs.
DON"T DO THIS GUYS: Drink so much alcohol that the negs start to turn downright nasty! Which I admit I did and have apologized for since.
After this happened I sat back and watched the action as my GF went from set to set and became pretty flirty with a couple guys....she is flirty to begin with but I also noticed a few IOI'S on her part.
I figured she did this to piss me off (which she certainly did) but I've read here that many IOI's are involuntary....so I'm a little confused?
Now I'm drunk and pissed off but trying to keep it together as we get on line to eat.
As the stampede begins my GF ends up in close proximity to this AMOG friend of ours as I get shut out by a bunch of other people.
Now I'm feeling like a superdick AFC as I seem miles away from her as she chatting it up with AMOG and I cannot get through the crowd.
As she stands right behind him he keeps turning around to engage her in conversation. He's peacocking with new clothes and I notice her playing with his shirt,smiling,laughing and all.
As I make my way through the crowd I felt a certain tension when standing next her after this but I didn't say anything.
Then she started singing "Leader Of The Pack"...as I asked her who was she referring to and she said The AMOG's name!
AGGGHHHHHH I just wanted to fucking keel over and die at this point!
Then I saw my opportunity to raise my value as some drunk was muthaf*ckin people in line.
This drunk ass came up to me very confrontational and I just shut him down with selective words and he moved on.
When he got to the AMOG ...the AMOG started calling him every name in the book!
Afterwards my GF just kept saying to other people "WOW...Did you see that?" talking about the AMOG with no mention of me almost getting into it with this drunk guy just seconds before! LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED! WTF!
The rest of the day I noticed my GF always looking around for the presence of the AMOG (More than once) and when asking her what she was looking for she would just say "Nothing."
As all couples headed back to the buses that day My GF and I were holding hands when she totally broke the handhold out of nowhere and ran to catch up to some of the other girls in the group leaving me in the dust!
The rest of the night went downhill as I drank more and got more pissed off lost my cool and basically told everyone to go screw....but I don't remember this part.
MORAL: Drunk, Pissed Off and Stupid doesn't get the girl...lesson learned
I think I know what I did wrong through all of this...I got drunk,nasty jealous and argumentative and it showed.
An AMOG never loses his cool but I did that day/night and came off as an Idiotic AFC.
Do you think I was played by my GF to act this way?
If not what can I do now to keep her and DHV to her again?
Should I give up on her for this?
I just want a chick to hold my hand and want to be there without running off....is that too much to ask?
Kinda down guys sorry...any help appreciated
