I was at a coffee shop today and this girl came in, ordered something, waited a few minutes for her order to be ready. Meanwhile I am sitting there like an idiot, just watching her move around the store.
This coffee shop is in a rich area of town where a lot of snooty people come in. Most of them are dressed nice and are nice to look at. But I could never make a connection with any of them because they are too dumb and stuck up. They won't even look at you, they act like you don't exist.
But this girl was different. I don't know how to put it but she was the kind of girl I felt like I could make a connection with. she had black hair, and I am a sucker for black hair (not dark brown, but real black). I won't waste your time describing her but let's just say physically she was everything I am looking for in a girl.
I was sitting by the exit and just looking at her when she was about to exit. She made eye contact with me and said "hi"...I don't know if a "this guy is such a creep I feel so uncomfortable" hi or a real hi.
At this point I felt like such a creep just staring at her, didn't say hi back. Just continued looking at her.
Then she left and I go "fuck"
a few seconds passed by and I got up and went outside to the parking lot. She was getting in her car. she got in and turned on the car. Then I went up to the car and signaled her to roll down her window. She rolls it down and I started feeling like a rapist again going to someone's car. I am thinking "man, I am such a rapist"
She rolls down the window and I tell her "remember me?" she says "yes, at the coffee shop?" I said "yeah, I am the guy who was staring at you. I love black her, you look so nice. I wanted to talk to you but I am nervous. I have never done this before. sorry I am so nervous." She kindly said "it's ok" and I ejected.
I don't really have any specific questions, I just wanted to cry on someone's shoulder for my idiocy and if you have any comments, I would love to read them.
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