I chose to be with her because we had a lot of compatibility, she had a lot of person and childhood problems, was quiet, never very close to anyone, intelligent always putting on a face. I communicated with her in some form literally every day. She is far and away the best friend I have ever had and already I miss her. I feel ready to cry like a child. I now things about her she has told no one, I know troubles about her she has told no, because we saw things the same, we had the same education and the same ambitions. We read the same books and both wanted to escape. All my long terms plans were with her by my side and fuck me but she was a good person. She cheated on me twice with a kiss and told me both time, just a kiss. That's a good girl.

Dudes I'm fucked up. She got me before I was fucked up. I've lost my best friend and my lover, long distance or not, all my emotion was invested in her. I've went from a guy typified by being in love, to a guy typified by being sick and abandoned.

Let it all out. It's okay to be mushy and shit. Now you have a choice to feel sorry for yourself for the next few months or you can prepare yourself to make some moves. It's going to hurt for awhile but time heals all. Just make sure you don't sit around moping, it's a disservice to yourself

Thanks man.

This is a serious question. If I eat well, exercise, focus on my goals, work hard, play hard and socialize, keeping everything real, how long will it take to recover, at maximum? Three months?