Hey dudes
I have a small revelation. I was just wanking to to porn, as I have done so many times before, and suddenly it felt wrong. I shouldn't be wanking to some videos, I should be banging a hot chick in my bed right now!
I really want to start sarging and get better at this shit. My problem is, I have HUGE approach anxiety. I've gone out to a mall a few times in the last few weeks, but I've never gotten anywhere to be honest.
I think one of the biggest problems is a lack of motivation. I do want to get out and get to know women (and fuck them
) but in the end I know I can just get home, wank to some porn and be satisfied for a little while. So from now on, I'm gonna stop watching porn! Would quitting masturbating all together help? I don't know if I can manage that, I don't think I ever lasted without jacking off for more than 10 days.
I've made great progress in my personal life over the years, but I stell lack in the women's departement. I've had some of these small revelations before, but they always faded away without utilising the moment.
Advice would be greatly appreciated.