It's official !
Any girl i ever have sexual intercourse with, ends up going on a self destruct path, i really don't know what to say.
I always had a habit of pulling unstable ladies who were absolute natters, but i was shocked to find out the last two girls i have slept with, are slowly deteriorating, these were two stunners who were academically driven, extremely ambitious and there was little you could fault in them, looking back at hindsight. Now however i have found out that both them have gained a lot of weight, there are pictures of them looking like terrible drunken wrecks at parties with degenerates, and just in general they seem really depressed.

Has anyone else ever experienced this before, i know its against the PUA pragmatic attitude, but i am genuinely concerned about them and worried that this recurring theme is because of me. As for having sex, i would say i am passionate, but i have my bad and good days like your average man. My personality i would say is very dynamic which i believe could be a part of it. But i usually cut it clean with these girls, and if any most of the time they initiated the cutting off contact.

Hmmm could do with some outside insight on this !

Ah i see, i did try to kill myself a few times in my teenage years and nearly went down the path of prison for robberies, but i got pushed way off that path, and now i am studying economics at university. I would say i am very settled and centred.
Sorry to hear about that woman who killed herself.

it's okay. she'll be back. in another form. and so we all do until we learn.

There is a lot of truth in that, are you a Buddhist or Hindu ? or perhaps have your own set of spiritual beliefs based on experience ?

Ah i see, i did try to kill myself a few times in my teenage years and nearly went down the path of prison for robberies, but i got pushed way off that path, and now i am studying economics at university. I would say i am very settled and centred.
Sorry to hear about that woman who killed herself.