This is ridiculous....
I've been out with a bunch of girls in the past couple months. I've laid a two. I always meet new women.
But my thoughts always go back to this girl I've written about several times.
WTF?!
She's like a disease in my brain....not even that hot. Physically, even possesses some qualities I usually don't care for.
Yet im way into her.
She knows how I feel. She considers me her "best friend", yay
We text almost everyday and night, talk on the phone, go out....basically everything but fuck.
Im not sure where to go with this anymore, so i've been ignoring her all day until I get a plan.
She texted me twice. I ignored. She texted me an hour later with a "phony mass text", I didn't respond.
She texted me an inside joke, I did not respond.
She's at work now, so she probably won't hit me up again until late.
The only time I ever did anything similiar to this was a couple weeks ago, when I was asleep for 20 hours and after awhile of not responding there were texts and messages about how worried she was about me.
(definitley not a good sign, as it shows how available I always am to her)
I DO like having this girl as a close friend. i have fun with her, ect. But I also want to be with her....
where do I go with this freeze out? How do I re-group with a different angle. Im kinda lost on this one.
