Woah, talk about a pedestal, how did this happen. You passed up girls just for this one? This girl has sucked you into her frame...And you don't care about fucking? Say wha? You want to date this girl but not fuck her? Say wha? I think you need a reality check my friend. Cut the emotions out for a bit and really look at your situation and your thoughts sometime, you might slap yourself in the process.

The only reason I passed on other girls is a similar friend group issue, not a morals issue. If I had fucked any of them, it would have gotten back to her, and i'm assuming game over from what I've heard from people who know her well (my roommate, for example). I absolutely want to fuck her, but don't want to fuck and dump which has been the way i've done things for years.