super long story over 8 months, ill cut it short
liked a girl for awhile, asked her out, date ended, she said not lookin for relationship, (shouldve done fwb but im stupid)
broke it off for a month or two, saw her again, went out alot as friends, made a "i like you" move, rejected (i was hurt from my last bf).
broke it off again, saw her again, made an i like you move again, failed, again
.broke it off again, saw her again, made an i like you move again, failed, then i nutted up and kissed her, she went out with me nd friends a couple of times after, also kissed her. Then she's cold as fuck. asked whats up a week later, she said no feelings when kissed.
told her to forget me, she begged for friendship. blocked her. week later were friends, but she still blows me off when i talk to her. stopped talkin to her for awhile.
confronted her if she wants to be friends to stop actin weird, she said she cant believe im over her after all of that. she then found out that i slept with a girl the night before i confronted her.
took her for a cruise, flirted with her sexually (words only).
I know i completely fucked myself over with this girl, its my fault and not hers, but hey, you live to learn from your mistakes.
completely over this girl, just want to fclose somehow (because i know how fun it would be), what would the best method of getting there. I know it's highly unlikely given with the consistent fuck ups, but i kinda realized what she did, there was no "spark" just sexual tension that i used to illusion myself into fallin for her..