Pussied out of it, I wasted my opporunity, one day passed, two days, and so on, I'd see her every day and ignore the opportunity, I thought i'd just have to move on to otehr girls, untill she was in one of my classes, teacher is my savouire, she put us together, and we worked in a group!
This was my opportunity to strike, but I was so fucking nervous, I have all the knowledge in the world but I havent applied it to real life situations, I don't have a lot of experience.
Some things worked, others didn't. We worked in a group doing an art project for the wall. I flirted with her a bit, kept great eye contact when we spoke, I can;t remember exactly everything that happened as I was so god damn nervous! I do remember negging her with "it's not my fault if the drawing looks rubbish, _ has weird hands, anyway..." Speaking to the group and exlcuding the target, (I was drawing her hands)
We seemed to have fairly good banter, but she only gave occasional IOI's. And she also just picked up her stuff and left abruptly when the bell went, this might have been a shittest though.
I didn't perform my best, but she doesnt think i'm a creep, i've built rapport with her so now things can esculate from here...(hopefully)
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What to say?! What to say?! What the fuck should I say?! I'm sat down and she's just came over. I need to say something now or I won't ever do it.
"Ah, you lost your shoes too?" (friends hid my shoes in the common room)
Fuck, that was such a shit opener! Why the fuck did I say that!?! I could have at least said something witty like, " I like your shoes " (she wasn't wearing any). Fucks sake. she's going to think i'm a creep.
To my surpise she responded positively, and we ended up chatting for a while, I remember making her laugh a lot too. But as with most my chat up's, I seem to get mixed reactions. We only spoke for a little while, at the beggining of the convo i must have turned to a tomato shade, i was so nervoous. I did some things brilliantly, and we naturally had a good conversation, with not much stuff from "the game" or any lines, but obviously this gives me a more chance of fucking up.
I was playing guitar and she asked me what I could play. I replied "You wouldn't like anything I play..."
This came out so fucking wrong, haha, In my head I was thinking this will make her be like " I will like what you play, tell me what you can play, i want to know what music you like, i want to know more about you"
instead she just looked strangely confused and was like "...what..." in a quiet voice.
I fucked that one up, i replied with, go on tell me what music you like and the convo just died out as there was more intresting things going on.
I've said some good things and some bad, I don't think she's into me at the moment, but i'm hoping i can change that.
Where do you reckon I should go from here? Ill 100% see her tomorrow so i'd love any feedback from you guys!!!!
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yet when it comes to the one I like I just don't know what to say!