I got a problem here.
I give a vibe of a player, although I'm not. This shit is getting ridiculous...When I went on my FIRST DATE in my life...girl asked me how many gf's I had...I was embaraced and said 4...she thought I was lying and said a smaller number. When i got FIRST KISS in my life...girl kept wondering on how experience I must've been with girls because of my confidence...I don't mean to brag, this is a serious problem for me.
All I want is a cute asian gf, who is very intelligent, and a bit nerdy:)...but when I meet them, I get one of two reactions: 1) they think I'm gonna play them or I'm making fun of them, if I say that I like them. 2) Get cautious...I've had one that was ready to risk...but I afc'ed myself out. This isn't a problem with white girls...they seem to like it, but asian girls(asian girls from asia) seem to be cautious about this vibe...IDK..
The conclusion I came up to, is that I might build too much attraction, without any emotional connection...thinking back I had a really deep connection with that girl, who agreed too start seeing me...but again, I wasn't ready back then...
Anyways...here is one example of what this looks like:
I went to stay at my friend's house for thanksgiving, there were bunch of friends, we all stayed together at the same house for a few days...I kinda liked 1 of 2 girls in the house...when their mom told me that she found me charming, and that I looked like a "ladies man" and told her girls to be careful of me(jokingly.)...IDK...I only had 1 k-close by then...(i got second one in that house from that girl though
)Brand new girls, who I meet, tell me that they have impression of me as having many girls, and even those who knew me for a while, tell me I must've a lot of girls, and my only reply is: "Do you know one?". Most of my guy friends think I'm a big pimp or smth(although that image, must've been when I n-closed some girl, in less than a minute, but that was totally flaky number)...I'm not especially good looking...just an average 5 feet 8 white guy. with a few pimples on my face, no peacocks, or super expensive staf...often times jeans and a shirt...idk what's going on...more importantly-wtf to do with it? ????