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I'm not afraid in the conventional sense (rejection). It is a fear stemming from distrust since women usually don't seem to know what they want in life.
For example, in the past I have pulled off being smooth with women and they we're into me and they gave me sex, but as soon as I grow tired of playing the suave bullshitter and let my hair down around them, they usually pull 180's on me and lose interested. It is frustrating that some women have literally zero tolerance for socially awkward men, while others cut me some slack.
How is your example imply women not knowing what they want? It seems like you do what most guys do when they are pretending with women. You have sex and then showing who you really are. It's like they're getting a different guy but somehow you are blaming them.
What I mean is every time I be myself aka act like a polite, mannered, civil individual, women never show sexual interest. It is only when I act like the typical douchebag that they respond to me sexually, which is fucking annoying and depressing.