Hey guys this might sound more like a field report but I think context matters here.
Two weeks ago I went to some book store and I went to this cute HB7 and told her that I was looking for a book as a birthday present. I related what I wanted to my 'friends' personality but I was actually portraying her personality. Dreamy eyes but very shy and got some LSE but highly intelligent and she can actually lead a convo (many things I like).
I closed the convo after some 30 min total and kinda (hug-closed). I didn't have to use any routines, negs (did I mention LSE?) or anything. But I just forgot to number-close
we just had that good a convo!The next day I asked one of her workmates (she wasn't there) to give her my number.
Three days later she called me and we talked for about 1 12 hours (kinda long I know). After some text game and so on, I set up a day two at her vocational school's town. (I'm from Germany)
At the train station she picked me up and welcomed me with big smile - and even bigger hug. We went to some nice café but I couldn't sit next to her
After that we went for a walk around a lake and after a while we sat down chatting while having a nice view. Kino, IOIs all over the place
As the convo stalled (2 hours in total) I told her to close her eyes and gave her my "welcome present". A custom made silk scarf in her fav colors that I made for her (I'm an artist) I wrapped it around her neck, she opened her eyes and was in amazement about it. I moved closer, lifted her chin and we kissed for quite some time.
Now I set up a day 3 at my place for cooking & some dvds - she accepted immediately.
After work she just should come to my place. The day she was about to come she cancelled b/c her car wouldnt start (I very sure she didnt flake b/c her car is a 16 y-o mess) On her initiative she invited her over for the next day and make up for it.
The same evening a buddy of mine asked me to go out on a party - so I went there. At the party she texted me that she felt kinda sorry and so forth.
I replied that i was making the best out of it and I was having fun anyway. She felt relieved and I replied with
"Having fun with or cooking with you? Hmmm... U got some competition"
She totally didnt like that one! The next day she called me and we had some wired convo about this - combined with some long arkward pauses inbetween. I told her that I was sorry for offending or giving her a guilt trip. I was faking time constraint and told her that I would call her back.
I did and later on she was telling me that her last relationship was kinda ugly where she felt pressured to do thing she didn't want (non-sexually) and had some bad memories came up in her.
I told her that i can be patient and we could do it a bit slower to give her some time etc.
Now everything feels kinda strange and I didnt call or text her for 1 1/2 days now. She neither.
Soooo...
I've no idea where to go next?
PS: She's good LTR material.