hahhaa you know what to do! everyone wants a manual on how to do shit in life. you have to make out with her, which is easy! the hard part is to get over you anxiety and nervousness.
That will come with time and PRACTICE, notice the word practice there. You have to get positive reference points to become better, or to even advance!
realize, she's not the only girl who wants you, and won't be the last
basing on the info you gave, you could do pretty much anything and she would respond positively. tease her and then hug her. tickle fight, whatever! she is NOT GOING TO LEAD YOU ,THAT'S YOUR JOB. be a man
Yeah a manual on how to keep my cool and start this sh!t off would be good haha it's just the kino and kiss closing that gets me anxious and nervous making it really hard to do it with-out feeling like a right twit.
Your right she's not the first girl who has wanted me but she's the first one who has approached me about spending time with her, making things a lot easier with far less work although I still struggle with kino even though she basically told me out right she wants screwing (she would be a freak in the sheets I bet, she is a heavy metal girl but a read head one who is mad but fit as hell) as I was around her place the other night having some more coffee.. Because she has two kids it's already hard enough to flirt and stuff but I was trying my best through the nervs and stuff anyway, when before I left she says "I'm going to send you a picture what's your e-mail" I was like you're really going to send me a picture?? she replied "yes" so I gave it her and left to get home to a picture of her in dogy style wearing just her knickers ha.
She is really gaging for it and uses sexual puns all the time when I'm with her and touches my bum and stuff but stops when things get more intense later on as if like you say I'm the guy and should be leading her.. I'm good at getting her to want me but when it comes to kino I only touch her briefly when grabbing something else etc.. So I don't want to just one day go in for the kiss out of no where, I really need to get some kino going on my behalf I just don't know how to start it of.