I've been at this PUA stuff for awhile. In my journey so far, I've managed to mature so far from where I started. I would have never believed that I would be like this if you told me a year ago. Here lately though I've just been making one mistake after another and let me tell you, it's fucking frustrating! Mistakes are just part of the process from what I hear. I'm letting each mistake go, but I'm learning from it. I don't think that the mistakes themselves are the important part though. I think that the frustration resulting from the mistakes is important. The frustration almost feels like a driving force. "I know I can be better than this, I know that I shouldn't have made this mistake." But if I didn't make these mistakes I wouldn't feel compelled to go out and make myself better. So as of tomorrow, I'm making myself better and I'm using every resource I have at my disposal to do it.
