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Author:  Lodewijkp [ Sun Apr 01, 2012 8:59 pm ]
Post subject:  my change !.. again for the 4th time lol
This is what i looked like past 4 years ... before i gone off the forum ( 5 months ago ) ( unhappy lol ).. i had a good social life , pickup skills etc.
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/11 ... osgrf.jpg/

( 6 months ago ) i got screwed in a terrible relationship lol.. totally fucked up , used you name it lol..i i had 6 terrible relationships in a row ( one of them was positive tho ) and i couldn't get over the last one. a doctor prescribed me anti depressants and i had a seizure on them ( lowest dosage ) - i ate 1 sandwhich daily for 3 weeks and sometimes i didn't ate at all. I didn't like my parents and i haven't had a normal conversation with my dad for last 12 years ( his fault )..i hadn't anyone solid to really got to ( like parents )

i was laying in bed.. and i realized there is something wrong with my health.. my vision was very blurred and i was having allergic reactions. basically start asking something invisible to help me out here... and i start attracting stuff on the internet , i start running in to certain people who teached me something totally new.

i stopped eating for a few days and 5 months ago i picked up a RAW food diet.. 85 % raw veggie and vegatables , no cooked food - no processed foods, no lactose , no gluten, no additives, only whole foods. no meat unless it's raw salmon or raw egg ( high quality. i start eating hemp seeds ( industrial hemp seed oil ), multiple herbs raw, i start eating superfoods and i picked up a study about diet ( also ancient indian books etc ) . i started applying all solutions from alot of health gurus like dr. mercola , david wolfe and many others. i also start studying herbal medicine again to improve my health as much as possible - i really stuck to it and took myself 100 % responsible for all my own health( instead of going to doctors.)

i stopped doing pickup and gave up sex, psychology and pickup.. i decided to travel around and i ran/ attracted alot of spiritual experiences.

i improved in general ( still working on it).. 180 % turn around

this is me today :

http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/23/img1134kb.jpg/

i jsut realized it today when i ran into some old pictures, so i decided to post it :)

another weird thing that happened is that my eye color changed.. i had very dark brown eyes. 3 weeks ago i started getting weird spots in my eyes and my eye ( iris) color started changing. the edges of my iris turned from brown to green to blue :). i tried my best to take picture up close but it's really hard.

here you see the edges change color
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/535/img1147bu.jpg/

here you can see clearly some green that has turned blue-ish, there is a large blue / turqoise spot on the right side.
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/607/img1144y.jpg/

you can only see it from close but i don't have a camera that's good enough for this distance.. the photo is crappy but you see the blue circle complete in the middle to lower parts of the eye.. the white on top is a light.
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/59/img1143vh.jpg/

coming back soon ;)
Author:  izumi [ Sun Apr 01, 2012 10:16 pm ]
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Im happy to see you again, i was thinking (duo to your depressive personality) that you commited suicide.......hahaha i swear!!
You look healty,could you give me some tip about a healtier way of eating?
Author:  Little Panda [ Sun Apr 01, 2012 10:21 pm ]
Post subject: 
I hope you brought me some fucking bamboo this time :)

But in all seriousness, welcome back. I've also been inactive for 6 months and I got back to pickup and the forums just a few days ago myself.

Lot of things have changed in my life, including the way I look at girls and the way I look at life in general.

I've been strongly considering going into a healthy diet and maybe embrace my spiritual side some more (haven't been meditating for a long time).

It's great to see somebody pulling themselves out of tough situations such as yours and having it in them to make a change.
Author:  GeorgePH [ Mon Apr 02, 2012 8:56 am ]
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Hey, brother.

It's funny that you messaged me now because I just wrote an article about my only serious break-up and dealing with heartbreak last week http://www.bit.ly/H8sAIx.

I'm so happy that you found something that works for you. It sounds like you had problems that went beyond PUA and found the answers you were looking for. I can't imagine what it's like to be on anti depressants, have a seizure, etc etc.. Looking healthy and handsome now, good job ;).

To everyone reading this. I had my own inner issue a while ago and Lodewijk was the only person who understood what was wrong and gave me advice that worked. Kudos to him and I'm sure his journey will be interesting for us all to watch.

Now just don't turn into a vegan hippy on us, yeah? ;)

Welcome back :)
Author:  skills360 [ Tue Apr 03, 2012 6:30 pm ]
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wholly crap lode is back, The angriest pua in the forum lol, make kasabi look like a nun... Dude i am glad too see you are back, i was thinking about you the other day... I am wondering if you do some type of mm variation... Since you are going through what happen to mystery short term success with women etc.. what help me with my relationship was tony robbins relationship series, it help me a lot:
Author:  Lodewijkp [ Fri Apr 06, 2012 3:51 pm ]
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Im happy to see you again, i was thinking (duo to your depressive personality) that you commited suicide.......hahaha i swear!!
You look healty,could you give me some tip about a healtier way of eating?
LOL... well i eat everything raw, whole foods only... i guess it's not having motivation or willpower to get maximum health and eating raw foods - it's just believing you are worth the effort - believing you deserve such health.

great idea im going to make a post about eating healthy ( when i have the time of course )
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I hope you brought me some fucking bamboo this time
i brought bamboo with a hole in it ;) , you also left the community of course just because i wasn't around ;)
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Now just don't turn into a vegan hippy on us, yeah
lol i just need to.. i hope you are doing fine bro .. heartbreak :S
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what help me with my relationship was tony robbins relationship series, it help me a lot:
lol i didn't hear what tony said i was just looking at that hot girl who was moaming now and then... what a cheap way to promote happiness tony lol. now i watched some of his stuff i did like it especially live with passion and that seminar after the 911 attacks... much of tony stuff revolves around change - sometimes u have to blindly accept yourself also.

haha btw your previous advice was totally true dude.. i was much more patient and observative.
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