So far in the last month since reading a certain Ebook
1)Back seat with and ex model in her BMW...she was in her 50's. Weird. (Not her age, SHE was weird) I'm mid 30's BTW.
2) Random make out and groping with a MILF in her car. She''s super fun though and interesting.
3) Random girl from Sports Bar in car.
4) Date with weird chick who was very depressing, asked for separate checks when the waitress came. I think she got the hint.
5) Face licked by some chick in club, never went further after getting the number. Called her after she even said "let's get together SOON in" text. Super flakey oddball.
6) Super touching and KINO in lounge with Flight Attendant. No follow up cuz she lives out of Country.
7) Random make-out with cute chubby chick in my CAR...(me and cars?). She said the nastiest dirtiest things to the point of porn talk overload. It was what it was.
Flirted with and IOIs from multiple women a day. Which is a great feeling. I just don't convert because I have so much on my mind.I only go out about once a week. Every time I go out, I get something", a number, KINO, make out. My skills are there, but not enough to close sex. But even when I think about it, I really just want a GF.
I've been with a lot of women in my life... But I at least used to be able to get sex or GF, one of the two. Now I'm just stuck in the middle with random half assed adventures. I remember being REALLY good with women at some point but lost it, hence why I got back into the swing.
I'm reading some stuff by Vincent DiCarlo and amazingly his stuff has put me in a frame that I haven't seen for a while. His stuff just hits a chord with me and he's more my style....to each his own.
My 'sexual' side/frame isn't as 'sexual' as it should be. That I've realized.
I'm cool with being in the middle though...for now. Like I said, I have the confidence that every time I go out at night, on weekends, or to an event, I can get women in some form or fashion. Much better than nothing.
Thing I realize is that if you have many worries in your life(money, work, society, money, bills, rent, money) it gets in the way of you sexual frame/nature.
I'm glad I picked up the stuff I did from Vin Dicarlo though. It really made me think and change almost overnight. I read his stuff before I go out...EVERY time. So things got better, just not at the point I want.
I'll keep working on it. At least I'm consistently getting 'something'.
P.S. No I don't work for Vin D, I just like his stuff.
P.S.S. This is a 'field report' of sorts, right?