I don't know if I should just have on running thread or a new thread for each day but oh well.
Day 2: Trying to improve on from day 1, open more than just one chick a night lol
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Found a new club to go to (usually one far away like I always do).
Nerves got to me a little as I drove a little before I parked (less this time than last time).
Got in, wasn't packed but there was only one seat open in the bar. There was a guy next to me(bit on the beta side), but he looked like he was alone. Good I thought, he could be a buddy while I'm here.
There was a mechanical bull, I asked him if there were contests every night, he didn't respond, great I thought I can't even get this guy to react.
Time passed at the bar, we watched some idiot get on the mechanical bull, he look at me and laughed. I tried asking him the same question as last time, and this time he responded, we had a short conversation about him waiting for some friends, and maybe going to a strip club after.
I got up close to watch the bull rides. Felt uptight like I do in social situations, wish I could be yelling like everyone else that was watching without thinking about.
I walked around a bit, till I saw a girl (party girl) who I could tell from her body language was more than receptive to me. We held a conversation, I would run out of things to talk about, she would turn back to her friends, I would think of something else to talk about and sure enough she turned right back around to face me.
I went to a bartender to get a re-fill. She was a hot 8. I have to talk to her I thought.
So I asked, "Any other good places to go around here to drink on a Sunday?"
She seemed excited that I was starting a conversation with her. We talked for a bit, and it ended but not in an awkward way.
I stood by myself again just looking at the crowd. A group of some hotties were walking around and stopped next to me. "Ok" I thought, "say something say something" I thought I could say "You guys look lost" but I was afraid of coming in all awkward and stuff. Before I knew it they were gone.
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That was day 2, I learned to read people's body language more before opening.
My day didn't end there. I think I only stay in a place for about 1 to 1 1/2 hour before the awkwardness/anxiety builds up so much I can't even function. So I leave around then.
I went to a strip club after the bar, which in hindsight is a bad idea. I could say something beta or stupid and the stripper is going to give me positive re-enforcement.
I also had a beer at the bar, cause I was too embarrassed to just get water at the bar. No more. I hate drinking, even if its just one.
