Ok. Well here goes my very very first FR. Please be kind Vets. just a few things about myself, never did game my entire life, was a bit of a shut in and focused my energy on sports, and school. Looking back at my growing up, I'm so thankful that I did those things with the best of my ability, because I currently have a fantastic job and have seen most of my friends growing up fail in the real world because they focused too much energy on, well PUA. They are working bad jobs, or married to HB 5's because they never focuesed on game, other than group game and when the real world hit them, EVERyone settled...but not me
Now that I'm grown up, 24, single, independent with college behind me, I can finally live, on my own! I had a very stressful college experience, I went to a very strict academic private college and did well. Graduated and secured a job with a defense contractor in Orlando. I'm proud of what I accomplished. I also was injured playing sports on a full scholarship, and still have ill will to baseball
However, now I'm in field, in Orlando trying to master the female mind. I've been doing this about 7-8 weeks, and before those 8 weeks, I feel I never did an approach in my whole life. I read the game over a year ago, felt that it wasn't for me, and I continued to be a shut in. I met a wing SiverJaguar7 about 7-8 weeks ago and my life changed.
Before these 8 weeks, the only time I would go out would be to meet friends, hang out with co-workers, and/or do drugs. Sorry, but that's the truth. And I changed that.
Looking back, I do not recognize the person I am 7 weeks ago.
Anyways, I've been kind of a shut in to Field Reports and want to change that. This PUA community is inspiring, men sarging on their own pulling game from complete strangers is something that was not an option growing up in a small town in Pennsylvania. Basically, I knew the same kids from birth to age 18, and could not express myself or try something different without the entire school, parents, and staff knowing. So I didn't. Sux but thats the truth.
Now all my friends, I grew up with are hangin with same people they knew from pre-school. and not really doing anything to change that. Sad, but the truth of upper-class suburbia white kids.
Now wanted to post my last FR. Met this girl about two weeks ago at a college bar at UCF, University of Central FLA. She's younger
and cute as hell. That night we ended up bouncing to a house after party in which her friend kind of freaked out because she didn't want to give a guy head the first night. Got a solid kiss close from a HB 7...prob a 6 but she was younger and I give extra props to younger girs. First off, I've been reading numerous FR's and want to say that...please do not get offended...the PUA community is full of guys going after broken girls...girls in foreign countries, broke, or desperate for company. I do not want to go after girls like that primarily, I want to build an empire, and socail status of HB 18-22 yr bombshells that hit me up and want to hang out.
I work 50 hr weeks sometimes, and it is very stressful, something that younger girls who have never worked anywhere besides the GAP and TGI Fridays can understand. Our customer is the US government, and they demand perfection because our tax dollars indirectly fund my salary.
Ok the only reason that I brought my job up...is because it influences the girls that I now understand that I need to approach. I can not approach/or compete for hipster chicks. Not an option, they just said FU to society, and I can not be with girls like that. Ill be fired with my job in a week with that attitude.
Maybe wanna-be hipsters but the true hipster hangin out on a lawn all-day I can not be with. I need to be around girls who are stable, cute, young, and are trying to better themselves with school, work, or other experiences.
I can not be around party girls, girls who hang with frat guys and give false IOI's because it gives them status. Until 5-7 weeks, ago I though a guy who walked into a bar with 5 girls was sleeping with them all, now I see him as the gay best friend.
Ok. Just wanted to post my last FR, from last night, which right now seems months ago. Time STOPS in PUA. Crazy true! Anyways we went to a college bar, called the Library in Orlando. Had a blast with silver Jaguar7, opened numerous sets and we ended up getting a solid number close from a girl who lives in the same apt building as me. I gave her a wristband, and took one of hers before I left. We will def will see them again.
cute HB's, 20 yr old girls. Wanna hangout and smoke. Def hit that up this week...Anyways, end up getting a text from a girl who I've been slow texting for 2 weeks after a K-close after meeting her in an hour. Crazy night that one, but Ill stay with this FR. Says were having house party in winter park, FL and should come by. End up just showing up with at 1:30am un-announced and bang on the door. The girl who I truly wanted two weeks ago was there, and ended up k-closing her in about 10 min. Awesome, 21 rich HB 9 girl who never worked a day in her life.
Lucky her.Anyways, this is where my in-experience kicked in. We left, alone, and walked about 15 min to her apt, to on campus and k-closed numerous times. However this was the first time in my life I experienced LMR, in her bed, and I didn't know how to handle it. Its painful to think about...really is painful, but I should have just been more aggressive and f-closed her like every other girl I was with, but i kind of tried to be in "her" mindset, attempted to manipulate her, instead of staying in my strong frame that I was with the entire time I kissed her at the house party.
Once I lost frame, and myself, it was over, we left after 10 min of kissing and grabbing. Idk why I wasn't more aggressive, prob just inexperience, but I learned a huge!! hard lesson that I will never forget. We came back to the house party, and it was 4 am, and we left, without my 1/*which I found out today is still with that girl. She FB messaged me that info, Ill hit her back this week, and def want to F close her.
Stay in your frame! be aggressive, do not think, ok well...well she is going to reject sex, so I will not try. F that GO FOR IT EVERY TIME, and have a few lines memorized in your head to counter LMR. "don't worry about it, just trust me"...is ingrained into my brain.
Thought about going out Saturday, but I really wanted to write this FR. There will be future Saturdays, and I'm getting it.