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| Author: | Silvershade [ Fri Oct 26, 2012 1:26 pm ] |
| Post subject: | High School Gaming: A Detailed Journal |
***This is a pretty damn long first post. You should decide for yourselves if you want to read the first part, if you feel like being lazy, you can just skip till the lonely (----) sign a bit below, from there on it's about more recent happenings, but the above should be a somewhat interesting read as well.*** Hey guys, I'm currently a 17 year old high school student. I haven't done much in life, yet. Well I have, but none of it is relevant to my current goals. I have made very weird jumps in popularity in the past. Although you decide for yourselves to count it or not. But I got my first "normal" kiss when I was 6 or 7 years old by my first crush, although I was madly in love with the girl at the time, the relationship ended quickly because my parents found out and deemed me too young, which I kind of agree with at this point, but whatever. When I was 8, I had a girl that liked to play "mommy and daddy" under the tables in school, I don't know what her parents do all day since I got my first tongue kiss from her. She died in a car accident a year later. Once I became 12 and got onto a new school, I sort of gotten a literal fan club founded by a Japanese third year and her cousin, ended up having 30 members or something by the end of the year, but I only dated the president, (Who was incredibly hot.) and had my occasional ambush of attention, which could almost be called an assault at some point. Life was good that year. Two years after, I moved and went to another school, I knew a few people in there already. Although I didn't get another fan club, I did get quite a lot of attention, but I felt a whole lot more intimidated by everything, touching girls felt a lot less natural, and although I generally am not a very talkative person, I had a lot more trouble talking to random people, I started with about the same amount of attention as on my first school, but I just couldn't deal with it as well as I normally did. I think it was because I actually started to give a shit. I just wasn't nearly as popular as I was before. After a year I finally started to regain my old confidence, that was when I heard I would be moving again in a year, but this time from the Netherlands to Surinam, that was also the time that I met the most amazing girl ever. I have always had a thing for girls with cheerful personalities, even though I rarely am anything like that, I especially like girls with that innocent spark in their eyes, but this one was still tough as hell, as far as feminine girls go of course, she played tennis, but she would always try to do the most adventurous things whenever the chance would arise, while all the girls were cowering at the thought of climbing the smaller mountains when mountain climbing, she would race with me to the top of the biggest one. You could most certainly say I had a severe form of oneitis, but I still really believe she is one of the most interesting (and the hottest) people I will ever meet. Even though I knew my time with her would be pretty damn short, I tried to make her mine, but aside from my still recovering confidence, I still had another problem. She had a boyfriend. To be honest, I really couldn't care less about that guy, but I waited for the relationship to end, I knew it wouldn't take too long anyways. And I didn't know the real concept of how to steal girlfriends, I occasionally would unintentionally pull one away, but that probably is pure chance. But I didn't know any game techniques, so I think I would go total AFC on her ass, so I'm kind of happy I didn't. After 3 months they broke up, and I tried to go in, but I couldn't bring myself to directly ask her out, so it just stayed to indirect encounters and school trips. I could talk to her normally and do things casually with her, occasionally threw in a compliment, which she totally loved, and sometimes a neg, even though I didn't know it was an actual thing. In the end, I ran out of time, and I totally hated myself for it, and failed a grade. Aside from girls and stuff, I'm an extremely calculating person, and when I daydream, I most often daydream like in a simulation game about pretty much everything, I can't imagine how many conversations I must have simulated by now, most often I just slightly deviate from what's already in my head, and I talk extremely short when I'm pissed off, which I became a lot since I lost. I was pretty neutral about the whole moving again thing. But once I actually moved to Surinam, I finally discovered the magnitude of the whole thing. The place is such a shithole, I totally hated it, we don't even have tiled sidewalks except for the city. (And we're living in the rich part.) I'm surprised not every grandma is breaking their feet on it. :p Either way, I immediately tried to convince my parents to go back, but it's their 'roots' so I'm supposed to love it. I got sent to some ugly school that uses books that are almost as old as I am now, and I had a pretty hard time to settle in, especially how the language sounds like two cavemen in a discussion. It had one perk though, Surinam has a much more divided hotness scale. Either your flabby and ugly, or slender and hot, I rarely see people that are in between. This should have made finding a girlfriend much easier, but at first I didn't really want anyone else than the hot blonde at the start. I generally am considered to have pretty high standards, so when I find someone that not only meets them, but exceeds them, it's pretty hard to let go. My first class sadly was a bad one, it had only 2 relatively hot Indian girls of which one had a boyfriend. (Who was ugly as hell, but they were too close for anyone to even consider breaking apart.) and was full of guys with bad humor and a tendency to not speak about anything other than politics in a casual conversation. I avoided contact with others even more, I really didn't like that class. At the end of the year, I got the other Indian girl to get a crush on me, but that was accidental, she quickly got annoying because she can get really obsessive sometimes, although I still talk to her, I try to keep it light. I did fail another year, but this time it wasn't my own damn fault, but my parent's inability to listen, It isn't relevant at all so I don't really feel like discussing it. In the vacation I discovered this website, even before I actually tried to do anything I already got a great boost in confidence, and a lot of posts are just plain interesting to read. ---- Once school began, I had a lot more confidence and I now actually feel like I'm ready to get a girlfriend again. Although I've had my share of adventure, I'm still a virgin, which the guys who know that find weird. For example, one said he would fuck every single member of my fan club's brains out if he were in my position. But within a week I think I would just be regarded as "the male slut" if I did that. I hit the jackpot this year, pretty much every single girl is beautiful, and we have more girls than guys. What I planned to do is to date the best girl in my class, but misfortune strikes again, before school, newcomers can go to a nearby lake as a school trip, but people who failed a grade (me) aren't allowed to come. Apparently some other guy in the class beat me to it in a single day and some dates afterwards, before I even got the chance to see her face. So I figured I'd just take a detour and lay the groundwork. I don't think the relationship will last long, I'll get to the why in a second. Unfortunately, her boyfriend isn't an obnoxious douche whose girlfriend I can steal without my conscience telling me I'm an asshole. He's pretty cool even. So it kind of pisses me off, as she seems similar in total value to my oneitis crush, although I will be more prepared this time, and If the situation arrives, I think I could easily ask her out. So my end goal is her, but I'd like to at least k-close some others in the class, but I obviously can't overdo it, because she will most likely run away, no matter how carefree she is. I don't want to pull her away from the guy she is with now, but I want her to not forget that I'm an option as well. Thoughts? So far everything seems to be going pretty damn good, I've already talked to almost everyone this week, (as in more than just, hey I'm blablabla. 15 minutes each with ~20 of the 27) and have been asked to be the class president, I already made 3 girls pretty attracted to me, she constantly jumps behind me, pulls my arm for attention and likes to have deep eye contact. And wednesday I went to a coffee show with a few class members, and also played some weird basketball shooting game in a gaming hall with another girl who has a pretty big mouth and was pretty confident, I've played basketball for a year or two, so that was my time to show off and beat the highscore. Won her a teddy bear. Since then it felt like she had this silent crush on me, but my classmates pretty much confirmed it when I was in class and heard them talking about me: "Hey (name), staring at your boyfriend again?" She then suddenly started stuttering and said that she didn't know what they were talking about. And every time I look at her she looks in my eyes for like 3 seconds, then she looks down quickly. (For some reason deep eye contact is as normal as normal eye contact for me when I'm talking to an interesting girl. I found that you can see their intentions and feelings much more clearly than when not doing it if you relax a bit. And it works like a charm.) Another thing, something I've always loved to do is to fight, while some fights are just sparring matches with my friends or my favorite cousin (who is still in the Netherlands) I enjoy the real ones the most. But I rarely fight out of hate, I generally fight sucky the moment I get too mad. so I try to refrain from hitting in the face, even if they do and try to keep total control in the fight. I'm not extremely buff or even strong. But like I told you before, If I daydream, I simulate fights as well, it's almost like a training movie, my only real advantages are that I have extremely fast reflexes, experience and that I already sort of fought people in my head, most of the time I just have to slightly deviate from what I saw and counter. It's funny as hell to see a giant trying to hit you in the face, only to see him lose balance when I kick him in the inside of his leg after evading the hit. I have been hit a few times as well though, but the only three full hits was in a 3vs1, my cousin, my little brother and my best friend in Surinam. (That friend has done like 6 different sports even though he is like 16 and is good at all of them, I love sparring with that guy.) I also gained a lot of confidence from the fact that I'm a writer, I am kind of hoarding most of them until I am older and I will publish a lot of them. But like the fighting, most people don't know about that until they actually see me doing it. So my goals here are the following: - Make a lot of new friends. - Get some muscle. (but only until it supports my somewhat slender build. - Learn to apply my crystal clear vision that will actually have everyday uses like with school. (I can't) - Lose virginity. - Get __ girlfriends, or k-closes at least. - Get end girlfriend. Please tell me your thoughts and ideas on this extremely long post. lol |
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