Well i kinda was on a few dates but I lost the will to date other girls.. Don't know if that's cause this break up drained energy from me, or my subconcious doesn't wanna go trough something similar again, but I know that I don't have the urge to go out and find somebody else..
I've started to work on myself, like go to the gym, learn psychology and game again, I'm planning on changeing my wardrobe, and all in all to be my best self I can be..
I'm aware it's a long term proccess and those changes and improvements don't happen over night and I'm cool with that, because I know that when I get a hold of myself again, women will come naturally into my life..
This inner game situation of mine depends on the day.. One day (like today) I feel ok, motivated to move on, improve myself knowing all is going to be ok.. But then there are days when something triggeres in me, I remember her or something about her and feel like hoppeless..
That's the main reason I worte to you guys.. Cause I don't want to feel lost and hopeless anymore when such feelings come back to me..
I know time heals all wounds and it really is getting better from day to day, I'm just kinda looking for a solution for those sad day that come uninvitied..
And again, ty for your effort