I don't need to see a therapist lol. I just want to better myself and actually have a happy life style which currently I'm not very pleased with right now. I'm not just making these assumptions up... theres been situations that clearly stated the obvious. "The kid doesn't talk to us/doesn't talk at all, lets just leave him alone". It's just my personality... I remember one of my friends said that I always look mad lmao. Must be the russian features
I just want a new me that's all. I'm doing this for myself, but at the same time i want people to be like "wow he changed a lot". Just like a fat kid loses weight... people notice. I kind of lost all my social skills because of my stuttering. I was goofy and wild with random people back when everybody at my school knew that i stuttered. When i moved nobody knew that i stuttered and i kept it inside. Lost all my social skills.
Better and happy life style brings more questions, people notice, and I become more social
I can't multitask with this. I need to work on myself for a year or so. I'm only 19... about to be 20 in a month. I got plenty of time.