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So where should I go from there on? Should I tell her that I want to stop seeing her because I feel we dont want the same thing? Or should I start by freezing her out waiting for her to text me, ask me out and go back to gaming her? And if she does invite me to hang out and we are back to the situation where we are in my car and I go underneath her pants and she pulls my hand away what should be my reaction?
Stop looking to her for an answer which is within you. You're doing the same with us in asking for a solution.
Start making choices that are 'right' for you, and accept the consequences that come along with them. If that means you choosing to move on from this situation then simply do so. If you decide to commit yourself to an a relarionship that is already on an unheathy trajectory than do that - do it with the utmost intentionally in knowing that is your choice, and in all likelihood you'll be alone in this.
Regardless of what you choose the crucial part is in recognizing you have choice in how your life unfolds. As MJ Demarco states "your life is the lump sum of all the decisions you've made" (at least that's the just of it).Start living your life.