hey J. Daniels - first of all, great post! and thanks.
(background-presentation - less important)
now for you and all of our folks here, I'll be honest, I'm a 22 y/o who used to 'pick up' , i've been learning, studying and making it happen in the field since age 16-17. That time I used to be on this forum alot, always learning something more about women, well, men, and life. things that helped me alot and not only for 'picking up girls'.
I started my journey that time with Mystery's show (followed my brother who is 27 today and about to get married now
) then always tried to improve myself.
why am I here?
This time I'm here for another reason tho
, never thought this would come, but it is actually about my girlfriend, ex girlfriend (the first and the only one i ever had - we broke up 5 days ago) and i've failed.
we've been together for almost a year and now we are done (are we?). at the end of the relationship we had lots of fights and arguements about almost everything, we both changed and became everything but ourselves, it made us tired.
she broke up with me 2 weeks ago basically because I made lots of mistakes. then I told her I want her back, and we gave it another try. ofc she acted like an asshole at this period of time since now she had all the power, so I told her I wanna end it. and ofc, it made her want me, saying she is sorry for her behavior and she wanna continue. and, I ended it. then, like a complete moron after 2 days I called her, saying I wanna talk (implying I want back again). and guess what? ofc now she doesnt want to come back saying she is more than 100% that shes done with it and nothing can change her mind. and then, (god im ashamed even typing it) I acted from my stomach, called her like 15 times in a row (she picked only like 5 of the calls) saying bullshit until she had to say it's annoying and I should stop. then it hit me. I stopped, wrote her a SMS saying this never happened to me before and I respect her and what she decided, while I expect her to stand behind her desicion, and, havent talked with her ever since.
now - I miss her, I think about her too much.
this topic actually helps me, gets me some logic back.
for everything I saw u have said so far I agree with you, I respect it and want to hear what do u have to say about my situation, if thats possible ofc.
I saw the 2 options u gave kyuupidd about his situation, does that apply for me aswell?
I guess I need some pua-buddies-help.