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| Author: | Biftek_Supernova [ Tue May 31, 2011 10:16 am ] |
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I'm a 21 year old guy from belgium. I've been aware of PUA for quite some time (read "the game" somewhat of 2 years ago, and just recently watched RSD's the blueprint decoded) and at first i kinda thought pua's were extremely lame. But i really liked the blueprint decoded, it was kind of an eye opener that i shouldn't judge and im kind of in denial of what i really want:P A little history... When i was young i used to have a lot of friends, and a pretty high social status (among friends at least, without them i was kind of a pussy:D), although still i could never seem to get a girlfriend. Every time i liked a girl i screwed it up (i suppose by coming across as too needy and never even making a real "move") I've also had girls like me, without me having a particular fancy for them, but when that happened i pretty much blew them off completely, (i still had a pretty big ego, if they seemed to needy for me, i'd think they weren't worth my time ironically:D). Then everyone turned 16, my group of friends dissolved due to going to different schools and things started to change, conversations moved from random funny stuff to "going out", "drinking beer", "smoking weed" and what not... I started more and more to move away from my "real self" and build up walls to assimilate into the new environment, and resentment for my fellow man grew immensely. After high school i went to the university and gained a lot more free time, social contact completely whithered and thus i had a lot of time to think. I kinda came to the same realisations of the "ego" as portrayed in the blueprint decoded, but wasn't aware of the "danger" that they mention. Namely the "everyone else is so stupid that they are not even aware of their ego" paradox of my ego and resentment grew even more. Over the years i have gathered some more confidence being on my own and having all these "realisations", but i think its the bad kind of confidence (my personality at this time is all negative thowards the people i spend the most time with, i.e family, you could best compare me to a sort of doctor House:D) Although in most 'outside' situations i still accomodate my personality to fit into the environment like a pussy, but i'm done with that, although you probably now its not a matter of flipping a switch. So now i'm 21 and never even had a girlfriend. My goals are to stop being miserable, hating everyone and everything, and most importantly to live in my own reality. |
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| Author: | Spook Hollis [ Wed Jun 15, 2011 10:38 am ] |
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Well, I think it's really healthy that you realise that you are being negative. That means you will probably be able to lose it. I think the most important think to monitor is what you are doing with your time. If you do something you really like, you probably are going to be more positive towards your surroundings. Am I right to say that you have a bit of a motivation problem regarding your studies? |
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| Author: | Biftek_Supernova [ Fri Sep 23, 2011 6:05 pm ] |
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Quote: Well, I think it's really healthy that you realise that you are being negative. That means you will probably be able to lose it.
exactly, no motivation for my studies whatsoever, but thats a whole other story:D
I think the most important think to monitor is what you are doing with your time. If you do something you really like, you probably are going to be more positive towards your surroundings. Am I right to say that you have a bit of a motivation problem regarding your studies? |
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