I did not kiss a girl until I was 18. I have blocked the memory of having lost my virginity because it went so terribly bad. All I have is some vague memory of a failing erection and a coloured girl who stopped talking to me. Then I also I asked my first girl friend if she minded if I touched her ass while we kissed. However I was too self-concious to even get around to kissing her.
After that it was downhill until I heard about PUA. I spent months studying the theory like my life depended on it but never went into the field. When I finally did get into the field (admittedly with the help of alcohol) I learnt that I was not as much of a PUA-WiseGuy as I thought. Nevertheless I did achieve some goals of mine after months and months of practice...
In the last three years I have kissed over 30 girls. I have slept with over 5. I have also had three 7 month-long relationships. I even had a threesome on my Birthday which I didn't pay for. If I had only known that I had this potential inside of me when I asked my first gf if I could touch her ass
Then there came a time when I thought I would not need my PUA skills anymore - when I fell in love with that seemingly perfect female during my last relationship. To cut a long story short: We broke up. I'm heartbroken. I need to get over her.
Therefore I am now back in the game not to kiss and fuck every girl I meet, but to find the "almost-perfect" girl of my dreams. Kissing and fucking casually will just be used to build up my self-esteem, but are not my essential goals in PUA.