HI there , probably you all have seen many posts like the one i`m going to post here, but it is time for me to get out from the shadows. I have a couple of reasons to do so:
1st I want to improve myself
2nd I`m going to study in English speaking country so I want to train my spelling
3rd I want to get over my fears.
I`m from Bulgaria( Eastern country) , 20 years old. I got in the game as everybody else did, I wanted to have a particular girl , so I looked for materials on the topic and found some really good stories I found interesting but after I crashed and burned with her I thought I had to do something ( this was 4 years ago). Since then I have been studying everything I could find of the topic.
I most like the mystery style but I just don`t have the mindset and the balls to perform as he does.
The weird thing about me is that I have not always been so shy. Before I have met the girl I mentioned I was very outgoing and fun guy , but then I became very self-conscience*** . Since then I`m trying to become the man I`m ment* to be.
I have had many chances to get layed* in the past years but I was too scared from the success so i`m still a virgin.
I`m a sports person , used to be a basketball player for my school , I also went go the gym and was in great shape (198cm and 96 kilos) but I stopped all of that. Now I`m very good at poker and this was my main hobby during the winter(6-7+ hours a day) and of course I play starcraft 1,2 ......
I think this is the biggest PUA active forum so I decided to post my progress here, I need something to keep me in the right way cuz I lose interest really fast I then I usually meet a girl I like and I can`t do anything to seduce her and this happens over and over ...
I will be posting my reports from now on juts to keep record on where I`m going. I hope I`ll get some feedback from the community.
Thanks for reading my story
P.P.
* - words I don`t know the spelling of !
