Tired of my fucking life. Was a happy kid that had everything, but last few months changed that, been through hell situations in life. I was doing well in school but cannot concentrate on anything. Hardly get any sleep so hardly feel like talking to anyone in rl.
I just turned 18. Never even kissed a girl. Funny thing is I have had girls throw themselves at me over the years. A girl ask me to bed. Always been a shy prick. Have friends but never built any close ones.
The beta guy in the background that says fuck all. Thats me. I have no energy about me and sound like the mortary fucker.
I can't keep going on like this any more got a place at uni for next year, need to change for then. Who knows I could be a real inspirational pua story.
Would really appreciate some guidance. I am willing to learn, but it will be so hard for me to take steps into being social like talking to random people, I can't even talk to people I know
. I would really appreciate someone really experienced mentoring me or something because my life is a fucking mess right now.Anyone knows about depression, feeling of worthlessness. It will be a real mission for me to become a true pua.