Oy!
I am an AFC. Saying this sounds silly, but every girl I have hung out with has either thrown themselves at me or worse fallen for me without me knowing it and they ended up being hurt after I told them I did not feel the same way. Example: New Years family party. Some 30 some y/o women got her self drunk, invited me over and put her TV on the playboy channel. I knew where it was going and she was direct and asked me if I wanted to fuck, lol. I said no, I had my reasons. Odd, that my ethics told me not to screw her, but, somehow, in the back of my mind there is guilt. I have done this often, and, well, results in me being horny for the fact I keep turning them down because I have standards, silly me. I have no trouble attracting them, my problem is the fear of the approach, slight agoraphobia which is nearly non-existent now and inexperience.
But, I have this one lady friend, that hasn't thrown herself at me and it's driving me insane. I must game her. I must get her. She is playing me and I need to learn how to play her first. She knows I like her, because, well, I told her I did. Mistake? Anyhow...I will do my best to seduce her, I must see it through!
What gives? Would you have fucked her? She's not that good looking, but the tattoos on her lower back are pretty damn hot.
(talking about the one from new years)Anyways, I will be lurking for a while. I have bought 3 books from style/mystery and am currently reading them. I like the whole concept of this PUA lifestyle and I can see any man's life become completely and totally fulfilling by pursing it and it is what I intend to do.
Also have been trying some program that eliminate limiting beliefs. Quite powerful I must say.
Any suggestions that would be provided as to what I could read and study to help me with my issues is appreciated.
cyas