hello all!
im mesmer apollo, ive just turned 18 and live in jersey, the channel islands one, just off the coast of france.
i first read the game last summer, and i was determined i would pursue this, however ive been a bit lazy, though i have been taking steps in general self-improvement.
my goal in life is to enjoy the journey and ultimately see what i can achieve with my life.
last summer when i first read the game i was in a terrible state, my favoret past time was computer gaming. This didnt do much for my social skills, in which ive always been terrible.
scince then has been a very weird time, i started dressing better, being happier. this lead to succses. On the night of my first kiss, i kissed two girls, one and her best friend.
However that was last december, since then ive done nothing, and the chances ive had i havnt taken.
i seem to drift between girls crawling all over me, calling me gorgeous, me freezing up and not doing anything. To being completely needy and huge AFC.
im not sure what bit im doing right, but i would like to find out what it is and do more of it, while developing the confidence to go in for the kiss and have some larger successes than just flukily getting girls attracted to me without knowing how ive done it.
so here i am, ive got three weeks before i start uni to try and get asmuch experience into my head as i can, and will continue while there.
im going to york uni in the uk, to do physics, any contacts there would be great, ive been going solo this whole time and its a bit lonely
