So I've been through a rundown of the PUA stuff before, but not in great detail. The exercises of myself being the prize and respecting myself brought my self-confidence and self-worth up to whole new levels (this didn't involve any game, this involved things such as walking around campus at night reading affirmation cards).
Unfortunately, this has produced the asshole effect with me. It's to the point where when I get drinking or get going into a conversation I truly believe that the girl is completely below me, and unfortunately most girls are scared to even approach me (as one of my close friends who is a girl puts it, I'm "intimidating" to them) Doesn't help that I'm a pretty big guy too.
So, here I am to try and get back to letting out the "nicer" side of me, and trying to get rid of this mask that I've put on. Luckily, being a collegiate football player pretty much sealed the deal for me a majority of the time. I'm graduated, and now I don't have that to fall back on any more.
I have horrible AA if I let my guard down and do things out of the ordinary for me (such as complimenting someone and making it sound like a compliment instead of something I felt forced to say), so that's going to be my biggest concern. After that, I have a rough time with LMR, so I'll be looking at fixing that. I'm good at DHV (obviously) and the C/F attitude, unfortunately I usually push it too far. I know I'm an alpha male, but I just push that shit waaaaaay too far in general to the point where I'm getting unapproachable by people I don't know.
I appreciate all the help ahead of time and look forward to this.
-GWC
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