Hey there guys.
Im 19, 2nd yr science heading towards Med.
and still a virgin.
Now I dont really blame myself for my look cause personally speaking i dont believe Im ugly, in face i believe im quite good looking (im kinda a egoist)
Cant really blame my parents either, cause they are typically Asian parents that just want their children to have a good future by helping them with the only thing they know - study more.
BUT i know that look doesnt really matter unless you are Playboy model or something, so there it is then, i realizes its my fear, and low confidence that makes women uninterested in me or in face push away women that are interested in me.
Throughout myself, academic had always been a strong point for me where sports and social relation been weak and weakest.
I been reading on PUA exactly about a year ago ironically and gave it a shot. it resulted in many simple # closes but i got scared and stopped it.
Now im picking it up again due to the reason that I figure its time to overcome this fear of seduction ladies, not because im ashamed of my virginity if u r wondering
. I have been shy at first to even talk to strangers but now im generally ok in talking to anyone but just that AFC stuff comes out, no results, or if the ladies have a interest in me I back off or get scared.That is why i picked my nick as "Clown". Cuz my conversations with the ladies are usually all clown-like, leading to nowhere.
So here I am, fully acknowledging my weakness and want to learn from you experts, to be better cuz i know i wont ever be like Mystery or other famous PUA .. cause you cant be 100% like someone else - you can be better though
Like where should I start off at, if there are any field trainings in Vancouver or that so I can learn from real experiences. Oh Im turning 19 tomorrow so I can hit the club by then Rolling Eyes
PS: reading "The game by Neil Strauss" -- interesting.
PS2: the link to join the PMZ doesnt work for me? :T
