Okay. Heres the rundown. Im 26. Born and raised in california. Raised in a devout catholic family. I am overweight, but i started working out and eating right for a few months now. And i've been told i'm not ugly.
My count is 0*. (*i think i got a BJ on my 21st. I was really wasted so it might have been a dream.)
I feel being brought up in a religious family and being overweight has left some serious voids in my life. Those being confidence and relationships with women. I have a really hard time saying hi or even asking for the time. I have female friends, but not one girlfriend. Also, most of the female friends i have are lesbians, which pretty much makes me a fag hag! My situation is pretty f*cked!
One of the things i picked up on right away from reading randomly on this forum is working on inner game and confidence. Thats pretty much the only motivation i have when i work out. Well, that and girls at the gym in tight clothes.
With that said, right now my biggest sticking point is too much information. I can read and memorize openers for a hundred different situations. But even before i approach a set everything rushes through my head and i go blank. Sometimes i forget what i'm doing in the first place!