Hi everyone,
Well, I have finally decided to create this account, after the frustration of the AFC buildt up to the point where I needed to take action.
As a somewhat social retard, I figured the best way to take action was to become part of a forum like this where I have a community to support me, and vice versa.
I can't say much but my whole life I have felt somewhat held back by my parents when it came to relationships. Whether it is me or my parents I don't know, but I come here to learn and understand the ways of the game. To pursue my true purpose of becoming uniquely socia yet respectable, and to eventually to find the love of my life. Well. will see how far I get.
Either way I have already set up the my first task... getting over AA. It is my biggest fear. It is nothing yet for me is everything. I can talk to guys and girls but approach... (no comment). I go mind blank. The ice breaker it absolutely silences me.
My plan is to go somewhat 'crazy' the reason I say that is a week ago I started to re-watch the naruto anime series. And I realized the essence of it. The fact that Naruto makes friends from enemies and that he is fearless in completing his task. Next time I enter a bar, I will go with ignorance to those that hate me, and with apathy for those that respect me for who I am. Like they say, negative attention is still attention...
Enough, philosophy back to work.
And thank you all
Fabie.