How does one go about getting over his "one-itis"? I suppose I shall start from the start.
Ever since I can remember I had a crush on this girl from my school, she also happened to be the daughter of My Mom's Business partner/High school best friend. I was 6 when I expressed my undying love for her
I was over the moon when she agreed to be my girlfriend. We "dated"all through middle school, and high school, she was literally the only girl I ever had a crush on, and though at times we fought and bitched we always knew we would end up together. It was never a "If we get married and have kids" it was "When we get Married and have kids" I was over the moon when I Proposed to her and she accepted. At this time We had been "together" for almost 16 yearsWe where at a party one night, we had always dabbed with ectasy, taking it on the odd occasion, Nothing had ever come bad from it. All good things come to an end right? She had always had a heart mumer, and one bad pill pushed it to far, she had a heart attack and sadly passed away, It literally tore my heart out, even now two years later writing this I feel gutted. She was literally my all and everything. For a long long time I refused to even consider seeing other women, and then after a while I just lost desire to see women, As I said it's since been two year since I have done anything with a Woman. She is the only Girl I have done anything with. Shortly after this happened I quit University Joined the army and Got as far away as possible. Now I've had plenty of chances since then to be with other women, but I don't seem to have the desire. I don't want to be single anymore, but at the same time I don't want to fuck any random club rat. I keep telling myself it's been two years, It's time to move on, it doesn't work
Anyone got any ideas on how to move on from this? I know it's not your average situation.
Any ideas are appreciated
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