Hi,

I am 28 years old and I never kiss a girl on her lips. During high school, I was focused on my study, a pretext to not think about a sexual abuses when I was 4-5-6 years old.

Then, I went to study in France. I tried to approach a girl, but at the first one I started to heard voices in my head. I did a psychotic disorder. I went back to my country and took medics. I took 60 pounds. I saw a psychiatrist and a psychologist who said it was related to the sex abuses. The reason was because young I was in « love » with that man. When, her husband discovered that, she separated me from the abuser.

Because of that it took 2 years before I could take a easy job. It is 4 years since I did my psychotic disorder.

Now, I am back to my original weight, I have my own appartement and I can go out at night clubbing, but I have not friends who are interested going to bar and clubs. I have no ally who can help me analyse my seductive approach to women.

This is why I am here. I search a community supporting each other. I want to publish my honest reports when I go clubbing and learn from you.

Thank you for reading,